ChordC 2021-02-08 07:52:37

@Mejson It is glad to see some progress :), as usual, take your time with the animation. I'm sure it's gonna take a while.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-08 10:05:21

Not completely maybe, but the more you run the further you can run away from at least that fatigue. :P Can never really escape yourself though, alas!

Mmm, that's how it usually is here in Mid/Southern Sweden too, though right know we've actually had real snow for over two weeks. :) It's been pretty amazing! Took some longer walks this weekend and actually got my first sunburn of the year! Wouldn't have been possible without that snow. ;)

Ah so they've said, but might not really be true anymore. :) Some people eat just one meal a day for example and that suits them fine, like Terry Crews. I think it's really individual/depends on what habits you have overall. And on your diet. Lower carb intake = less meals. Skipping dinner though... I don't think I'd be able to sleep at all then! XD Our dinners are usually our biggest meals over here.

Ah well I meant that too with the 'new animation' above. XD Though was wondering if you meant Ruduce or something else I just meant: Good luck on that! Whichever it was! Double misunderstandings huh.

SayMeBott 2021-02-08 13:06:33

@Mejson good news! :D

Cyberdevil 2021-02-10 09:21:08

Mmm, takes some time to really build up stamina too. :) I used to have longer summers before, lately it feels like just a month isn't quite enough either! Gotta stay in shape the rest of the year though and I'll never need to catch up as much...

Yeah the burn is good in this case. :) More like a tan right now, seems it wasn't all that much after all. Thamk you. Hehe indeed, a bit different likes and dislikes, but I do wonder if maybe you'd think differently if you had a 'real' winter, where nothing melts, and nothing's slippery, and it just looks all the more beautiful and feels warmer because of all that snow. :) But I hope you get your ideal weather too soon!

I used to think that too but I'm not so sure anymore, the more I hear about how different eating habits people I admire seem to have the more I wonder if maybe what I've been taught is just the traditional way. I think if you have a physical job it's all the more important with a solid breakfast, but maybe not when you live like we do. And if you're on ketosis then the body doesn't need food as often either. Been learning so much about different diets, and the body's response to different types of nutrients lately. As for dinners I think that depends on when you go to bed. :) We usually eat around 7-8 PM, and I usually go to bed around 1 AM, so it's a pretty good margin. You should never eat too close to bedtime of course. Easier to gain weight when you eat during the night as well (something I unfortunately do too, when you're tired you're all the more tempted by sweet foods it seems).

Sounds good. :) I don't think dividing the project into two is a bad thing either, as long as each one feels long enough it just adds to the sense of scale. As for me my projects are a bit overpowering, but catching up a little lately, we changed webhost at work this Monday so once again it's a bit stressful there too, everything's not working as it should yet.

SayMeBott 2021-02-10 12:17:51

@Cyberdevil Everything depends on ourselves. Sometimes a slight can change our lives.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-10 16:20:59

@SayMeBott That's true. :) The smallest change can have the biggest impact! Just gotta start somewhere; pick the most important thing.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-11 06:40:58

A month = a lot of time? :P I think it'd be just right for me with around 2, even better with 3, part of me can't wait for the pension age, but part of me feels like it should be POSSIBLE to work hard enough that you can get a job for yourself where you can actually take 2-3 month vacations. :P Any kind of lucrative self-employment...

Ah but the tan gives you D-vitamin too! :) The color's a sign of nutrition. D-vitamin naturally forms via the skin. Yeaaah the sea makes winter unnaturally cold! XD Same here! It never really freezes over entirely so we always have that icy humidity.

Mmm, that's true, physical work takes a toll too, there's really no perfect way too live. Too much non-physical work and you get other issues instead.

I think thinking's one of the best things we can do btw, just: hopefully thinking about the right things. Furthering things. Positive things. All kinds of learning too. ;) Ah but I just can't sleep at midnight. XD If I'm tired enough I manage around 1, otherwise I'll usually be reading/writing at least another half ho9ur or so, I know that's a habit I need to shake though, but the night feels like my element, that's always when I'm most creative. Mmm I'll try some more tea, do drink plenty otherwise but it doesn't feel as filling. :)

Ah the audience always will, even if it's two parts in one. :) At least when you split them up you give them the impression there IS more. I feel like it never hurts to maximize output. Though maybe it'd be an idea to start working on the second part too before the first part's released? So there's not as much time between them/people might not have time to forget about it/lose expectations? If some maybe do otherwise...

Sometimes I'm not sure I'm really taking a vacation here at all. XD But yeah, I do need some more time, good to not be too involved with everything.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-11 06:46:20

Hehe, apologies on the massiveness of aforementioned comment too! XD Doesn't seem possible to keep these short...

Cyberdevil 2021-02-12 06:18:14

Yeaah it's depressingly far away so far. XD Gotta build a family huh. The one way to vacation beyond vacation expectation!

Ah man I think we might be pretty alike after all! XD Same here! Every spring it's the same thing, no matter how slow I try to build the tan, it takes around two months before my body really seems to adapt like it's supposed to. If we lived in a sunnier place all year I don't think it'd be the same problem though. :)

Light work mm, that'd be key! Indeed. Just gotta get the balance right.

A little maybe, though I think it's really just a byproduct of stress/other issues, if I'm in the right place/living the right way it's easier to fall asleep regardless. But it is nice and quiet then. Ahh that's nice! :D Everybody else asleep by 10? it's a bit mixed over here, I'm usually not the last one in bed.

Nice. :)

Yeah writing's always been my main vent too, and it's good to talk. Makes you question free will a bit though. :) How would I really spend my days if I was totally free. If I did whatever I want to do; not the things I've become somewhat obsessed with or comfortable with over time. Would I sit by the computer at all? What is freedom if you don't follow it for real hmm. What is will if you don't will yourself to truly be free.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-12 16:14:51

I have no idea! XD Though you mentioned 'maternity leave'. Gotta build a family for that!

I think too much work just becomes heavy work regardless. :) You're doing it right then! Not too much.

Regarding the computer, I think it's just the easiest option. :) There are so many alternative hobbies that'd be more beneficial in the long run, just being outdoors as much as possible, but the gamficiation aspect of computers is so much higher; it's easier to abuse that instead of the gamification system of the world. When you go out and run and get a kick of serotonin. Or interact with people for real. It all requires a lot of effort, whereas here all you need is a good emoji affirmation and: instant dopamine kick! I like it but I also understand that it's just because all this technology manages to abuse my built-in reward mechanisms in ways that real world interactions can't, and that's the potential danger of it too, that you grow all too addicted. Then comes the aspect of: what is real? Is this really real? All these footprints we leave behind in the digital realm all rely on an electrical current/magnetic charge to stay alive. No electricity and there's nothing here. This doesn't even exist. To live without computers and really be free though hmm... is it worth it? Would you really be happier then? And for sure, is it even possible these days. So much legislation to keep people in the system in the first place. :) Anyone who does extreme sports or adventuring for profits seems to have found a bit of a loophole.

Cyberdevil 2021-02-15 05:16:27

Too true.

Mmm if I copied over some of the ponderings I post here maybe I'd have a book ready in no time. XD Thank you.